Wow...it's been awhile since I've update my son's blog. Part of this is because I've been without internet at my house for awhile (and now our computer crapped out so it's gonna be longer0. So I'm at Dad's updating on Trio's blog...and maybe mine.
The newest thing in Trio's life is he is having to adjust to having a working mommy. I mean, people who say kids don't notice things like that are aboslutely nuts!! For awhile he was fine but lately he's starting to be extremely clingy, he's having trouble sleeping, and it's just a whole big time of adjusting for all of us. Not to mention the Mommy Guilt I feel. The other day he threw a fit when I left him at my dad's to go to work...and I mean like a big fit! He started crying and trying to pull me towards the door with him....ay it broke my heart.
However I realize this is better for everyone in the long run, it doesn't stop the Mommy Guilt. I was with him for two whole years day and night with the very few exceptional Casinos and suddenly I'm not there all the time anymore. It's an adjustment for everyone. But it makes me feel better because I feel like I appreciate time with him more, I'm able to provide better for him (not to mention spoil) and I feel better about myself. So while it is hard, I do like working especially since I'm working hours where ewe do not have to worry about the financial burden that is daycare.
And that is it for now. Hopefully once I get Internet back I'll be blogging more.
